I don't want to be over-dramatic, or make this post too long, but somethings been on my mind for a whiile..
When you've built up a love and trust with people that understand you in every way, and you have so many good memories and times with them it's so hard to suddenly be thrown into a world where none of that exists anymore.
When i first moved to London i figured it would all be okay. I'd just keep in touch with everyone and make friends here that would never ever replace my old ones but they'd at least get me through.
But i've spent 8 months in London and im still making comparisons to friendships back in New Zealand and i'm still feeling like shittt because i haven't made any really good friends here.
They always say it's harder for the people you leave behind, when you're the one moving its actually okay.
I disagree. Everyone in New Zealand has eachother and i'm going through a stage where i don't have anyone. Groups are formed here, and everyone already has eachother.
The people you grow up with are ones you change around as you get older. Your personalities influence eachother without even realising it and you become who you are because you sort of shape yourself around your friends.
My friends were (are) like sisters, and now that i'm over here there's not one person that can relate to me properly.
I don't REGRET moving. London is incredible. I still have amazing times here and it's all exciting etc, but there's a type of distance between me and everyone else and i'm super isolated. I'm just finding it hard to get through :/
But i'll turn this post into a happier one with these cobrasnake pictures (: Mark Hunter is a legend and a half, don't you think?




click here for thecobrasnake